I realised it’s only been a year since I decided to fully embrace my Femdom side… but WOW it feels like a lot longer. Alas I have decided to take a short break. I feel like I’m struggling to find the excitement and enthusiasm I did a few months ago.
I have let one of my regular subs go and I haven’t put much effort into my other one.
I know that one of the main reasons for this huge turn is due to Dr Sextus. He is my forbidden fruit, my guilty pleasure and my vice.
I look at it like this… mum brings in a Victoria Sponge cake and an amazing Deluxe Chocolate cake. I’m allowed the Victoria Sponge but the Chocolate cake is for the guests for the special people. I now want and crave for that cake. Mum finally lets my try a small bit but that’s all. Now I know how good it is, I want more. Well Dr Sextus is my chocolate cake and right now nothing is living up to the same standard.
If I take a break maybe I’ll crave it all again.
I won’t go full cold turkeys… I will still attend munches and events. I’ll still have angry, meaningless sex with Mr Deep Throat. I need to find that new submissive guy that pushes the my buttons again.
I’ll keep you in the loop.
Mistress Victoire x