I’m likely to offend some people by writing this but part of me doesn’t care and it’s only my personal option so don’t get your panties in a twist.
The question is are you truly old enough to dominate and submit at 20 years old?
I have taken some time to mull this over as when something gets me annoyed and irritated I feel putting pen to paper instantly would be futile. So I sat down and thought about it. Let me take a moment to explain the situation and how this blog came about. The submissive I played with had a 20 year old female Domme and after one session with me his Domme decided he wasn’t allowed to play out anymore. I wouldn’t have been as bothered if I wasn’t aware that not only did she dominate him but she fucked him to. She basically treated him as her submissive fuck buddy.
When I was 20 years old what was I getting up to? I know for a fact I wasn’t dominating or submitting to anyone, well not sexually anyway. I was exploring sex but not giving or receiving spanks, ok maybe a few little smacks but by having sex in cars and in potato fields (FYI don’t wear white trousers for that one) or trying to ride reverse cowgirl because I was drunk and thought I was a pornstar. I had a fuck buddy he had blonde hair, blue eyes and great teeth, he was absolutely gorgeous. We would go out every weekend and come back and fuck. It was the routine for about 5 months. He wasn’t my boyfriend and we didn’t go on dates, he was just my fuck buddy. Then one day he decided to not come home with me but stayed out and went back with another girl. I was completely devastated. Why? Because he was mine. Inevitably a guy in his 20’s who didn’t want a girlfriend was always going find someone else to fuck.
The moral of that story is I wasn’t really mature enough to understand the dynamic of that relationship. Don’t get me wrong we can all catch feelings. What feelings did I have for Mr Fuck Buddy? Well I liked him and I wanted him to keep fucking me and I got jealous with just the thought he could potentially sleep with another girl. He was my fuck buddy and I didn’t want to share. Now I enjoy sharing, sharing submissives. I don’t know whether I would have wanted to share my husband but that was a completely different situation. I’ve had enough sexual life experience to have a fuck buddy and not get jealous. That might either be my personally or my maturity I don’t know.
The point is at 20 years old you have what? A few years sexual experience. It is now so much easier to find yourself a fuck buddy with the wonderful help of the internet and thanks to the World Wide Web we can all become kinksters at a young age. Are 20 year olds mentally ready to dominate someone? To see a submissive over and over and not feel jealousy if they choose to explore with another Domme? To be a submissive and to not get feelings for your Domme? I know my previous posts have talked about my feelings towards some of my submissive but in no way were they similar feelings to Mr Fuck Buddy. They were feelings of annoyance and irritation that people do not have the common courtesy to do some things in what I believe is the correct manner.
My conclusion is that at 20 years old I believe you are too young to dominate and whole heartily submit but should and will that stop it happening? No because it’s only my option. Maybe I’m slightly jealous that I didn’t start as young or I’m jealous I’m having to compete against 20 year olds, I’m neither. I’m happy I started dominating when I did because I feel I’ve gained some life and sexual experience prior and I will always be competing not just against 20 year olds but against woman in the 40’s and 50’s because they have more experience than me.
Catch flights not feelings GIRLS and GUYS. Watch out for those young kinksters.